Tuesday, August 30, 2011

What have I done?

Oh crap.  I start seminary tomorrow.

A little under a year ago, I went for a weekend visit of the school and way back then, it was easy to fill out the application and think, "I have a year to prepare for this."

A year was not long enough.

Or maybe it was too long.  I mean. . . I have been putting this off for. . . well. . . a long time.  Let's not go there right now.

What was I thinking?

What was God thinking?

This is going to be a strange three years.  I am not just stepping out of my comfort here, I am taking a huge flying leap into unknown territory and turning ever aspect of my life and the life of my family on end.  It's exactly as unpleasant a feeling as it sounds like it would be.  A little exhilarating, but mostly just terrifying.

This is me getting a grip on myself, taking a deep breath and calming down. . .

In the words of Peter Pan. . .

"Away we gooooooooooo!"

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